The meaning of living, the meaning of running
I kept searching with a blindfold on.
The self I hate so much that it makes me sick
I hid it away in a place I can't see
I turn the blade's tip toward it and plunge it in.
Toward the very depths of my body.
I'm so fragile it's almost hate-worthy.
Which way should I move forward?
The meaning of living, the meaning of running
I kept searching with a blindfold on.
Inside my heart, it goes crazy.
What you gave to a guy like me
Love and warmth, and even that I'm not alone
The words you taught me, too immense to put into words
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I can't believe in something like hope
I even came to love despair.
The sight of myself thinning away
I no longer felt any confusion.
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The sound of madness rings in my ears.
I don't need that kind of past anymore.
Until the moment I decay and wither away
I'll keep walking on forever.
In that smile, in those tears
It gave me the courage to live for tomorrow.
No future scares me anymore; not now.
Then I will light your way.
All of this is because of this weakness.
I ended up breaking everything.
Left with fragmented memories.
I walked, blood-stained.
The meaning of living, the meaning of running
I kept searching with a blindfold on.
But because you were by my side.
I'm fighting, not giving up.
The words you gave me, you who are like that.
It's okay to rely on you; it's okay to cry.
You accepted me as I am.
Love and warmth, and even that I'm not alone
The words you taught me, too much to put into words.