I can't go back anymore

Our blue pain waiting for Spring
I ran through it with love and dreams

It's getting blurry, but it's not going to disappear
The scratches that came from the fray
But, I'll start walking from a different place
Leaving behind the crying days

I'm going
So, keep watching me
It was funny and I laughed
We miscommunicated and I got angry
I'll go to make our dream come true
When I'm sad, when I am badly in pain
I'll remember the time spent
I'll use our memories as a pillow for my heart

Next time you turn around
I hope I wave my hands and laugh together

Even if you get lost deep in the forest
You'll learn about the arrival of the dawn by seeing the sun coming up
Even if you can't see it
The past, future and the present are holding hands
And illuminating the next night

I am hеre
Please come closer
I still have the wish that I left behind
No matter how alive I look
When I want to see you, When I want to hug you
I remember the time spent
Our memory becomes the light to shine on an unseen future

I want to disappear, I want to escape
In the screaming despair
I resented the encounter and even the miracle
I can't erase the worst that day
So I want to think it was good to live
At least in the end

I can't go back anymore

I'm going
So, keep watching me
I'll go find something more important than you are
For you who's the most precious to me
When I want to see you, when I want to hug you
I'll remember the time spent
I'll use our memories as a pillow for my heart

I'll sing our precious memories over and over
Make it a theme song only for us