An unsolvable, bothersome answer.
Even though I tell you the warnings are annoying.
A freaky attitude I don't understand.
Pretended to look happy about anything.
Always called, knowing nothing, not even seeing your face.
Out of the question, you peer in and prove the lies.
I craved existence and fought back, fought back.
Abandoning the bothersome place.
I bare my true feelings and held up both hands.
Did you cry, knowing who the worst was?
I won't end things by saying "it can't be helped."
I summoned the Hailer lurking inside.
If it wells up, wells up, wells up, I deliberately break free.
Surrender my anxiety and control to the gray of the clouds.
I cut off the pain of today.
So that the color won't fade while I'm smiling.
Don't praise me in the dark, and don't dress me in ideals.
If you want results, don't look this way and move aside.
I learned that I don't care how you see my worth.
A future free of noise, and I can't stop worrying about it.
I shattered hate and scattered it.
I shouted as if to make everything happen.
Even mere affirmation and stability aren't really needed.
I swept away the notion that anything is truly real.
I don't need a fixer blocking my path.
I tore at my weaknesses, tore them apart, and reformed.
Biting hard at discontent and pretenses, and short-circuited.
Today, though painful, I shined.
I want a freedom that isn't an imitation.
I want a life that's not ordinary.
Even if I'm selfish and nothing, I want a voice.
Did you cry, knowing who the worst was?
I won't end things by saying "it can't be helped."
I summoned the Hailer lurking inside.
If it wells up, wells up, wells up, I deliberately break free.
Surrender anxiety and control to the gray of the clouds.
I cut off the pain of today.
So that smiling, the color won't fade.
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