Hell that feels like heaven
It begins again
A tragedy closing in out of nowhere
Is this divine punishment? deja vu or bias
Eyes peering up, that body, heat rising with excitement
In this hell that feels like heaven
To stay unruled I trace back the memories I uncover
Sharpen my claws, purr when I want affection
I want to hold you close, but it's not enough
I'll shatter this contradiction
Destructive infection Pandemic
Struggle and suffering Devastating
Bunny kick Catnip Matatabi
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Dancing through the painful, dark nights, cold and frightening midnight
How many times did I break and hide, how much did I endure
It's like heaven, but it's like hell too
I've been waiting for this moment
So I won't let it slip away
I'll rely not on someone else but on myself
Drawing the future, learning from the past, realizing the present and searching
I can't go back, I won't stop, not from here
To stay unruled I trace back the memories I uncover
Sharpen my claws, purr when I want affection
I want to hold you close, but it's not enough
I'll shatter this contradiction
Shatter, shatter, shatter
Don't grieve, just hold me tight