I locked away bitter memories
And mixed in sweet, sweet lies
Layered honey, coated so beautifully
Just eat it all away
A perfect cover-up
Yet somehow, when it brushes close to my heart
It stirs restlessly
No matter how many layers I wrap it in
It melts right back into myself again
A momentary escape, just to get by
Even so, I swallow it down again and again
Trying to forget, trying to change
Choking, repeating, never learning
By the time I realized the real taste
I had already said goodbye to my innocence
And laughed with the days of mischief
Like remembering the chocolate
I once hid in my pocket
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Careless, hurtful words
A relationship of mutual stabs
Can't be called coexistence, or dependence
But that's fine with me
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An unhideable curiosity
Draws us to each other again
And in the end, we're just together
No deeper reason than that
Lies seep from the honey
Crunchy grains of sugar
Rolling on my tongue, lingering too long
I don't hate it
But it's hard to call it love
A cloying riddle that melts
Without anyone ever solving it
Each piece, one by one, I store in my box of memories
I don't wish for time to stop
The farther away it is, the clearer I see
Because that's when I notice the hidden flavor
The truth was mixed in
By the time I share that real taste I bit into
I had already said goodbye to my innocence
And laughed with the days of mischief
Like remembering the chocolate
I once hid in my pocket
I put a lid on it, saying it can't be solved
And never even tried to understand it -
The name of that feeling
Like something you suddenly remember