"Despair
Has its overflowing radiance",
Seems like I've heard it
From someone.
What kind of shining is it, I wonder?
And suddenly (sparkle sparkle)
It is unexpectedly bright
Really so aglare (sparkle sparkle)
That it blinds my eyes
"All human's life consists only of 'farewells'",
I said it to you yesterday
In order to test you.
And suddenly you answered me very sincerely:
"Yes, it's true".
Honestly, for you to say something like "bye-bye"
When you decided to die...
The broken branch of a tree, on which you were trying to hang youself,
Rubbing your waist, bitter laughter...
You turned up your face
And there was
Despair
And nearly as much
Radiance.
You laughed...
Well, in some sense, despair is a flash.
How deep have you
Become drowned in despair
Until today?
You must have been murmuring something all the way,
But nobody lent you an ear.
(Nobody listened to what you've been saying)
And suddenly, though non-willingly,
You are unexpectedly honest.
Really,
To be that serious...
You see, you have been normally betrayed by people
It became somewhat habitual
And that's why you started to betray, too.
The broken branch of a tree, on which you were trying to hang youself,
Rubbing your waist, bitter laughter...
You turned up your face
And there was
Despair
And nearly as much...
An attempt to hang yourself, flowers on the tree, -
I heard you whispering: "How beautiful they are!", -
I looked into your face
A-ah
...And nearly as much
Radiance in your eyes.
You smiled in such a way that I could become blind,
That I could fall into despair
But it's that very time when
You fall when you can rise
It's actually despair
Which makes people realize
That happiness will surely come to them.
It's only despair
Which makes you realize
That happiness is to be
Here and now.
It's only despair
Which makes you realize
That happiness is to be
Here and now.
In some sense, despair is
A teacher.
Lalalala
Unexpectedly!