Whenever someone's near me
It somehow makes it harder to breath
I can't live alone
I understand that, but I still can't help feeling melancholic
Even if you don't come talk to me
I still am feel worried
All the tenderness and warmth
I'm getting exhausted from love
The anxiousness of mine (anxiousness of mine)
What am I trying to search?
What am I trying to reject?
I have no choice but to leave
Don't shut the door, don't slam it
Leave it open with 1 centimeter gap
Just enough for a faint light to slip through the crack
Please leave me a way to return
"Even though I keep hurting you like this
Why don't you just reject me?
That's why I fall into self-hatred"
Someday I'll notice
The one who's always by my side
My one and only empathizer
I won't love anyone
It was what I always thought
I don't seek anyone
Bad enough that I have to kill myself
Instead of opening the curtain of my heart (opening it)
And live with my eyes half opened
I hold my breath in the dark
I love solitude
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Don't shut the door, and please don't lock it
I can only be myself in this room
Even if it makes me look bad, I still have to admit it
Staying behind the door, I'll be forgiven
"Then, I should leave here,
I'll learn bit more about myself
I'm ashamed of my own ignorance"
Actually
I already realized
My one and only, empathizer
Where am I going?
Aren't you coming back yet? (towards that place)
Who's going to wipe my tears
Who's my empathizer?
Don't shut the door, don't slam it
Leave it open with 1 centimeter gap
Not the memories, but the future is here
Something I wanted and couldn't find elsewhere
Don't shut the door, don't slam it
Leave it open with 1 centimeter gap
Just enough for faint light to slip through the crack
Please tell me how to get back
Someday I'll realize
The one who turned away
Was the my one and only empathizer