If the present time is slipping
Like the sand in an hourglass
Where has the past I abandoned
Disappeared to?
Muddy memories
The chilliness of the buildings
The sunset sky that always made me avert my eyes
In the empty pain blurred by tears
I thought this was the me that I had sought out!
Everything Randomize
Because I am doubtful, I cannot run away
I swallow the pain in my heart; salvage the bitter weakness
Everything Randomize
While drowning in a sea of irrationality
With an outstretched hand, can I determine the "someday" I left behind?
When I am unable to talk as much, my feelings with nowhere to go
Increase the mass and take control
The whiteness of a sigh
A light with a dead battery
A world gradually surfacing
The name that I merely spit out unconsciously
I'm not looking for a substitute
So why?
I'll find out for sure, from now on
My answer, my conclusion
They won't ever change (more)
Because that's my way of life
The memories you taught me (Even now)
Are the one thing I have
Everything Randomize
Search for important things in the pain
Salvage the remains of love, an unfulfilled promise, a painful past
Everything Randomize
With each step I can change shape
The destination I choose is, without a doubt, "myself"
Everything Randomize
Speed up until you can shake off the past you abandoned
It's fine if you still want to desire it, because you can struggle on
Simply
Randomize
While drowning in a sea of irrationality
With an outstretched hand, I can determine the "courage" I leave behind