A night when I get frustrated and lose to myself
I think in my head and become timid
A morning when I lie down and can't get up
To someone else it may seem like there's nothing
But I think I'm just avoiding the "now"
There are days like that too
It feels like I'm running away but I'm actually fighting
Inside my heart there's anguish that nobody can understand
Everything visible is not all there is, you know
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Just when I thought I could finally stand up
My body stops keeping up
No matter how hard I try, it becomes apparent
I become afraid of "failure" and "responsibility"
There's always something that makes me tremble
Even though I wish to become strong
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But you know always
The ones pulling me toward the "self I want to be"
Are the "self until now"
And the "mistakes until now", I think
In the bed where I can't sleep I search for the "answer"
But I end up at the same "answer"
It's probably something that seems "the same but different"
There's accumulated time
It's the "answer that I took another step forward" right?
It feels like I'm running away but I'm actually fighting
Inside my heart there's an anguish that nobody can understand
Not everything visible is all there is you know
It feels like I'm running away but I'm actually fighting
Inside my heart there's an anguish that nobody can understand
Everything visible is not all there is, you know